There was a salt water swimming pool here when I was a child. Being a city boy (Brisso), I thought it a bit shabby looking and besides, we were poor folk and rarely could I justify the admission. So Sunny and I would watch and listen to the cool kids, the locals, having fun and making friends.
This lacking and not being ‘enough’ plagued me all my life. Brene Brown speaks about this shame all the time and yesterday as I listen to her through earplugs at the gym, I felt a sense of belonging. I’m not the only one who never realized I had this debilitating disease called ‘Not Enough’ and that there is a solution other than drugs!